We are big kids now...

Well, after almost three wonderful years home every waking minute with my babies, I have accepted a job back at United HealthCare as a PROJECT COORDINATOR and start MONDAY!

I am so greatfull for the time I had with my lil butterflies that have grown from 3lbs and 4 lbs to 30lbs in such a short time. I feel so blessed to be there for every word, step, and smile, taking pictures and videos like a crazy lady. I have enjoyed watching them blossom into little people in this big world and seeing their personalities flourish. I know it sounds like I am never going to see them again but the thought of being away from them for 40 hours a week seems it kinda seems like it! I know once I get my routine going things will be OK. For now, I will pack my tissue for the drive to work and purchase waterproof mascara! :) I have truly had the best 3 years of my entire life with this miracles.

The twins are starting preschool 3 days a week and will be with daddy the other two (since he works on weekends he was able to adjust his schedule). Papa, AKA, Tom, my dad, will watch them the after preschool till we get home at our house. We want them to ease into the transition without having to feel so much change all at once. The preschool director says they will adjust just fine...its the parents that have the hardest time of all. HA! I agree. I know preschool is good for them but its letting someone else raise my child that gets me or not being there for the hugs they need throughout the day or being there to wipe away tears or kiss their boo boos.

OK, enough of the sadness, lets think happy thoughts, now I will enjoy being able to eat a meal with no interuptions and NOT leftovers of theirs, wear my cute heels again, dress up and have time to put make up on, challenge myself again with projects at work, GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE, shop at lunch, climb the corporate ladder, and maybe even start going on vacations again. Oh, and lets not forget our fun Disney trips. I will have to play hooky ever now and then to get those in there. :)

My new journey will start a new chapter in all of our lives. It is bittersweet, but change is good right?